it's the fifteen today. or if you consider 2 am as sixteen. haha. boyfriend and i have another month to go till we reached our 4 years. i admit there is ALOT of ups and downs. and no matter what, we will always be okei with each other after awhile. maybe its because we're too close to know that either one of us is angry because of either (a) a stupid habit or (b) we care for one another.
it tooks me a couple of times where i say "that;s it. i had enough" and it also took him a couple of "you've gone beyond the line, we're over" and yet again, we'll always be together again. always. and that makes me love him.
there are a few occasions where he said i practically only look at his bad side. and not the good side. but honestly, how i wish i could shout out loud " i love you sharul izuan" go around and nudge people and say "hey, i have the best boyfriend anyone could have!" but he seems not to realise that. oh well, human being.
so basically what im trying to say is that. i hope our relationship will last till our marriage and then after till our last breathe. i dont think ill ever be the girl i am not if it wasnt for him. and therefore, i love him alot. there's is no word that can express my internal feelings.
if you're reading this baby, i love you. happy 3 years and 11 months (and erm, 1 day?)
Baby,top. || 2:35 AM