it's hard to even believe that what you're staying is true. and the fact that you've been telling lots of lies had made me lost a little bit of trust on you. what makes it more worst, with your friend being there by your side. no matter when or where. what an irritating pest.
on a brighter note, i shall keep my head high and sounds as if im not even actually interested in what he said. well, i dont know why but the word "kahwin" came out. oh hello, i know you're not ready and neither do i. i wanna get my diploma and a degree insya'Allah. i wanna have enough savings before even think of getting married. and to think of losing anything, i am not. and i shall not. even if there is. i will not. no not even a little bit. okei maybe a little.
for all i care, now, you're the reason im breathing. and you're the reason why i am looking forward for my future. you're the reason why i want to get the car license fast. you're the reason why i studied hard. and you're the reason that i actually think of continuing school and get my diploma. to be honest, sometimes i felt like giving everything up.
thanks to you.
Baby,top. || 11:28 PM