to ibu; i didnt even say that you dont know how to take care of us. in fact you took good care of us and you are still doing it. i maybe the most outrageous child of the family. i may be super sickening.. but i really do care of your feelings. especially when mia is super rude. what? do you think i like it when she shouted at me? you? she is like the worst sister i ever had. oops. i didnt tell you my blog? or is it you who dont bother to check? yes, i do shits. i was caught with sharul last 2 years. and i was caught smoking for 2 times last year. you ever said this " sejahat-jahat ibu.. ibu tak sejahat you.." you may forget this.. but i always remember this. i am making your life miserable huh? im making your life like shit right? well, im sorry. im not good. you know its tiring when i go home and you asked to clean the house when you're actually using the computer playing games? it's not that i can't help...ergh...its okei...
to ayah; thanks for accepting me in your family. i know im not that good. but i did try to level up with your liking. i studied hard just to get to poly.. like you wanted. but i dont think i can hold on... this house is such an ass. i swear. i am like the maid for you. i clwean your plates and did whatever you want me t do. sometimes, even without saying please and thank you. it hurts inside but i just kept it tomyself. not even telling ibu. cause ibu will say that you're like that. i know you're like that but i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
to mak nyanya; you are not here everyday so you dont know what shits are happening. so dont assume that i bully her or whatsoever shit. you mouth are like bullets. seriously. if i can do something, i would. but it's because you;re my aunt, i respected you. and then again.. ibu still thinks that i do not. so what can i do ? obviously i shut myself up. dont expect me to talk to you again. i wont. oh ya one more thing.. "ya la... kiter sorang jekk yang boleh harap dekat rumah niih?" wont help either. like i say.. you dont know anything.
to mia; you are the worst sister. that's it . fullstop. dont call me kakak. i wont listen, i wont acknowledge you. that's it. do what you think is right. do what you think that will make ibu and ayah proud okei? that's it.
