being in a relationship as well, i know how my fellow friends who's quarreling with their lovelies. and pretending that everything is alright totally sucks, i know. don't you ever get tired of trying to amend and change for the better? why is it damn difficult for us to meet their expectation and vice-versa? sometimes, this feelings are accidental. not what we had planned. and its tiring why we girls have to cry to release the broken heart. haiz.
now, you! you who had said wanted to change. to start anew. to treat each other better. to talk to each other nicely. where have it all gone to? is it wrong if i said .. words no action? yes, you better buck up honey. and p/s: i cant control my feelings. therefore don't get upset with me if i have unwanted emotions.
but whatever it is. the feeling of love. devoted. and never wanting to let go always lingers.. in my mind.. and in my soul..
after the long and hectic arguments we had. after wetting my cheek, we finally came to a point where there is no use in all this stupid arguments because there's only one reason why we still bother to be by each side till now; we love each other.
he wanted to start afresh. and i wanted it too. i wanted it too long ago. i wanted it badly. and now, i guess it's time to amend our ways. my way-if it's considered as my fault. whatever it is, im glad he wanted a fresh start.
so far so good. hunnie is being supper swiit yesterday. and he bought me the VS beg that i wanted. thank you darling. i love you. (and not just bcause you bought me the beg ok!)
it's already October. and school is starting soon. -.- the last term for my ITE life, hopefully. results will be out tomorrow. and i hope not to repeat the stupid modules. and hopefully, my GPA will increase! (okei, that's alot of hope in this para)
so anyway, im saving hard to get the iphone 4! baby had his which obviously makes me suuuppeerr jealous~ !
alright. after sooo long of not getting the network from my house. after a few pull wire, on and offing the damn modem, i finally get to go online!!!!
so anyway, raya without ayah feels so weird. like totally. we didnt wear the same baju on the first day of raya cause wanna wait for ayah. hehehe. now he's home! and finally we can wear same same colour on this coming weekend. (:
yesterday was the fifteen of september. boyfriend and i have spend and will continue spending our time together. it had been 4 years. how fast. didnt bought anything special tho. just a baju kurung for raya. cause he wasnt feeling the raya fever. and i want him to feel it. since he didnt buy any new baju kurung for himself this year, i bought him one. (: the same colour as mine. how swiit. :P
i have ALOT to do online. so i shall go off now ! (: bye~
school already starts. and worst is.. exam is in two weeks time. yes, during raya. this year puase doesnt really feel anything. the raya fever is also not here yet. how come ar? alhamdulillah i managed to puase full this month. (: let's wait up till the end of the month.
did my hair yesterday. so now it's rebonded. thought of highlighting but then after second thoughts, i dont wanna waste my money on my hair just like that. maybe ill highlight next month or something.
since ibu had already started working, im the one doing the chores. and i have to move around the tables and chairs. just put up the curtains. lay the carpets. it's only left with decoration. ill leave that to mother jane. lols. and thanks mia for helping me around the house. (:
i dont have anythign to say. besides that my exam is coming soon and i need to buckup on my studies. ergh!
